The light.

I had a random thought this morning...

'If I commit suicide, will people see me as selfish?'

Will they say things like, 'nothing seemed like it was wrong.' or 'She was happy, I don't know why she could've done it.'

Sometimes, us 'friends' are the selfish ones. You never take time to see past your problems and ask what was going on with them. You fail to see the fake smiles and cried out eyes. You made them feel invisible. 

Take for instance my blog. Most of my poems are reflections of my inside. In that they are my feelings in words. Or an exaggeration. I've read back on a few and thought... 'Damn, gurl, you were in a dark place.'
But no one knew this. Why, because the people that checked the blog weren't looking for that, and the people who could see it, weren't checking the blog.

Write way to Write.

Oh, I do love the knocks of a keyboard, 
the fingers reach out and pull back to their base
Or the speedy little melody, 
created by the rapid dance of the thumb on the keypad
How technology makes it so sweet.

New Year Posts.

2013 was full of ups and downs. But I chose to remember the lessons from the downs and the joys of the ups alone.

A couple things:
1. In 2013, one of my poems was published in a book, get it here: Write for the future
2. My tumblr has been reactivated: That She
3. Okay I don't have a third one...

Anyway, quick poem for the start of the year...

To come of age...: The Wallflower in me

Today I saw a rainbow!
I love rainbows, they are so beautiful. I'm still trying to figure out which makes me happier,  a rainbow or sunset. They each have their own glorious beauty.

 The rainbow curve detailed in the sky so beautiful, I stared out my window and wrote a beautiful poem called... 

You'll find out soon. 

But for now, I have a 3 part piece... all hopefully to be put up this week as I back from my hiatus. 

Part one, a piece written by a friend of mine. He's new to this writing thing, but I don't believe! Hope you enjoy this. And give feedbaaaacccckkkk!!!! 

Apology x

I owe someone an apology and it's just dawning upon me.

All this while I believed the problem was you,
I'd erased from my mind what in fact was true,
That I'd been the one who had actually messed up
And now I was suffering an empty love
I was ignorant mainly in denial
Nd still under belief that we could give things a trial
But my actions were enough to send you away
And now I finally get it

At that point your trust was already minimal,
And I thrashed it to a greater degree.
And I know you might argue otherwise
But that's how it's revealed itself to me.
Nd for this reason I'm taking this opportunity
To apologise... I'm sorry.