Monday 15 July 2013

Late love

I fell over in love a little to late, and now I'm wondering why.
Why I never took the chance, when I best believed it there. Why I ignored my heart and believed I didn't care. Why I told things about me, but my secrets I never did share and now I'm thinking back in my life.

I fell in love a moment to late for in my mind we should actually be. But I was battling with my inner self and  trying to convince poor old me. That you weren't what I wanted, we just wouldn't be right, but we got on so well, nd things might've been perfect, but I chose to knock that out if sight.

I fell in love, a person too late and now I'm green all over. I was so sure that she, would never take that spot yet I constantly see you together. I should've known not to wait, but I thought I knew best. I thought that time wasting, would put you to the test. So I'm psyching myself that she's just a guest and I'm the permanent resident of your heart.

I've fallen in love and it's just not right, in time or person or place.
And I hurt with anger, jealousy and regret as I see joy upon your face.
But I wish you the best and refrain from sabotage and I sit in the corner clutching my heart.